Re: Call: Misha/Louis
[A pause.] It's very strange. [Another long breath.] It doesn't hurt, but it does feel bizarre. Like being pulled and twisted from the inside. If I can still remember why it's happening when it does, I'm afraid. Otherwise, it seems like the most natural thing in the world to do. Like falling asleep. Someone needs something, and I know what it is, and can embody that idea for them, give them what they want most. I couldn't even think of why I was there, nothing but what they wanted. If I could think, even for a moment, I panicked. I felt like I was sliding further and further away from myself, so far I would never get back. When I couldn't think. [He shrugs up a little closer to the phone.] It was completely satisfying. Like fitting a perfect key into a perfect lock.