Re: Sam A/Cris M
Sometimes, when I hear bout people killing themselves, I lose it. Especially at work. [...] PTSD is real, nena. Triggers are real, something that remindsa you some thing, some time, somebody, huh? It's not stupid, it's you knowing before, it was bad.
You know that's real hard to believe. You're selfless. The botha them are selfish. Among other things.
If you look at you and me talking everywhere, cariƱo, half the stuff is euphemism, me talking bout fucking you. What you see as not different... is, huh? Me talking to this girl is me working her, over-soft, so she don't run from me. It ain't earnest. I'm honest with you. And I wanna fuck you and I love you.