Re: Oliver/Misha
So there is nothing we can do? [...] I've suspected it for awhile now. That day we met at the Home, that room we were in. The way I ended up here at Damian's house without a stir, without waking a blink. I know that I'm fond of NyQuil, but there is no cough medicine that could affect me that hard. Finally, the night I was so upset and you came to see me? When you touched me, I never felt so peaceful and safe in my entire life. I didn't know it was even possible to feel like that. I slept so well that I woke up feeling like a new person. I haven't even felt one of my gray days since then. I'd give anything to fall asleep like that every night. The way I felt when I woke up? It made me believe in angels.
[...] I don't know that I could without becoming more jealous than I already am.
Cris is a real good person. Him and his lady, Sam, kind of reaffirmed my belief in people. I work for them sometimes at the art store in town. I haven't been in awhile because of what happened with that Meredith girl, and how down I was for so long, but I want to go back soon. That is the first thing on my list.
My list is all things that I think are going to be good for me, like going back to work. I also want to learn how to drive, and learn how to speak Spanish, which Cris said he could help me with too. I want to get a plant and learn how to take care of it. I heard that is what they tell addicts to do in order to learn responsibility and not be so selfish, you know? That is the kind of stuff that I want on my list.