Re: painterlysmile@gmail.com/wordsnotaction@gmail.com
That it doesn't usually work. I know I'm a fraud.
Clearly you haven't, or you wouldn't be sending this. You're in meetings. You don't want to be alone, or without people. You want to remember being OK. That doesn't sound like a write-off. That sounds like pretending you've already done it, so you're not disappointed.
We lived together, but we both had busy lives. And I'm an accomplished liar. I don't really want to dig into guilt, it was more to say: you understand you need to protect him, but he understands what he's in. The desire for people is selfish. But it would be hard for anyone to really know who they're in love with if they didn't know.
Oh, completely. But I have faith you're better at them than me.