Re: painterlysmile@gmail.com/wordsnotaction@gmail.com
I got a lot of people I hurt. I stole a lot, and I fucked people up. I was a mess, yeah? Still am most days.
He's sweet, so he wants to give me what I want. But it should be about what he wants too. And, yeah, I get what you mean about finding someone interesting, but it's 24/7. That's different than being, IDK, hot and interesting and witty a few hours a day. It's like all the mundane, shit, yeah? Someone wanting you without that thrill of seeing you after being apart for a long time.
[There's actually a long fucking delay in this send, because that last line makes her panic bad for a few minutes.] Do you mean that literally?