Caroline is the woman from the woods?? Why did she want to die? I get being suicidal, yeah? But why not help her and get her a doctor or something. Depression doesn't last forever. I tried to kill myself, but I couldn't see a way out of the bad shit. I'm happy now. Caroline could have got to happy too.
Are you asking about your control shit? Nah, it's not like that. It's not about what you would have me do, or about what I wish to do. But, maybe it's better plainer, huh? What I wish to do that I cannot is feel whatever the fuck it is I'm feeling, and do whatever it is I want, without you controlling me. I get you think it was a good thing to chill me out, but it's not. You don't get to control me. I [the I is underlined three times] get to control me, baby.
How do you feel when you aren't in control? It's scary, yeah?
We stayed at the B&B and nothing bad happened, and Cris has known the fat old guy since they were kids, huh? It's cool. But I live across the street, D. Lit, me and Cris live across the street. Why do you want ppl to live with you?? Is it for food, because I'm pretty sure Jude and Lou would each cart their asses over to feed you daily.
I'll remember about the critics.
<3 Sam
PS. Your cat says she fucking misses you, but she likes it here. She sleeps with the baby and the dog. I never realized how much she looks like QP, yeah? Which was fucking stupid. I never remember what QP stood for, and I still don't, but, yeah, she looks like her.