Re: Gwen R/Jude C
when i was a very small boy (and less assured of myself, by leaps and bounds) i lost my christmas. it went away and i didn't have tree or trappings. it doesn't take much to have something under a tree, even if it's nothing wrapped up in pretty paper. it's the feel of it that's important, sunshine. i had to do it inside my own head for a year, and it worked, if i thought hard enough.