Re: Call: Sam/Cris
I don't wanna not be where you are. That would just make me feel worse. I know I say it a lot, or try it a lot, whatever, for your own good or something dumb and self-sacrificing, but I wouldn't be able to ACTUALLY stay away, yeah?? You gotta know that. Don't you know that?? [A shake of her head, and a muffled sniffle.] Nah, it's not like Al. I love living with you. I like waking up with you, and I like going to sleep with you at night. I LOVE the baby. IDK, it's just- I don't know how to say it. I don't get- I don't know, like to get lost in shit I'm working in, and I'm never alone, so I can't do that, yeah?? The baby all day is a lot, and maybe I just fucking SUCK at being a moms. [A longer pause.] And I miss us I think. Like, IDK, talking and going places or whatever and being. We haven't done that since before the baby, so I don't think it's just Joey. IDFK. Maybe you're bored with me??