Re: Call: Sam A/Cris M
I know, I know, I get what you're saying. But what I heard was HEY, I don't wanna talk about this, SHUT UP. You're saying that's not what you meant, and I believe you, yeah? But that feeling bad for pushing and you saying no, it still lingers. IDK. I don't know. I still feel bad, like I made it happen. I get you're saying I didn't. I get I didn't do what it feels like I did, but my head knows that, and the rest of me can't get it to feel like it's true. Does that make sense? Or is it all fucked up and making it worse explaining it? IDK. I don't like going to therapy because it makes me feel broken more and more lately, but maybe I should go back to talk about that stuff? I don't want to make shit bad with us because I feel bad about talking to you about it, yeah? It's on me, not on you. It's not anything you did.