Re: Call: Sam A/Cris M
[Honest.] I just feel like I shouldn't bring up sex stuff, but I can't tell if it's because I think think you don't wanna hear me say stuff, or because it makes me uncomfortable to say stuff, or because I think you don't wanna talk about your stuff. I wanna get it, to understand, so I don't feel like this bad, but IDK which one it is. [She's quiet while he talks about the drugs. She hesitates a little, yeah? But not much.] I want heroin. I want it really fucking bad, but I'm not gonna, ok? With you on the phone I won't, because I don't wanna make you disappointed in me, so you can just stay on the phone? [And then, like she realizes that's hella fucking codependent.] is that bad??