Re: Call: Sam/Cris
[She has to laugh a little bit, yeah?] You mean I act like my sister, huh? [When he says it like that, she totes sees it. But she sighs, huh? And she talks, because she might as fucking well at this point.] I know you aren't into like, IDK, shows of affection or something, and I get you want me, I do, I get that and I'm secure of it and all that, I get it. But sometimes, IDK, it's stupid- See, I'm not good at just SAYING stuff, cause it's too fucking embarrassing for me to get outta my mouth or something IDK. [She rushes on.] I usually talk to a lot of people about this shit, yeah? And so you don't get it so much, but I'm not talking to anyone lately really, so IDK no one shuts me up about it, so you get it all the time. [Quiet as he talks about the good stuff. And she KNOWS, yeah? She knows she has so much good stuff.] D is right. Even sober, I suck. IDK how to be better. Do you think I should go back to therapy or get on more meds or something??