Re: Call: Sam/Cris
Do you ever feel all over the place? I'm all over the place. One minute, I'm good, and the next I'm fucking panicked. [She just fucking gives up on being subtle.] I keep thinking about how I'm a fucking waste, even when I'm not messed up. I tried hella hard to be productive today, and I kinda was, but IDK, I think about it all the time now, and I don't want to fucking drive you nuts by making you tell me shit that isn't true, yeah? I know I'm bad at being strong. I just don't know how to be better at it, and I keep thinking how you'll get sick of me because of it. I know it's frustrating, and I'm trying to NOT be frustrating, and all I end up being is MORE frustrating. [She shuts up, because so many fucking words.]