Re: STILL SO ANON
It could have been averted. If I'd been more careful. It's too easy for it to be dangerous. And Carver's here. He's altered but he's here, which makes me feel less guilty and permanent about it but I don't know how he changed or if he's even [...] happy.
Blown up? That doesn't sound like a regular occurance.
All right. She was mad. Mad as a hatter. She had wound up engrossed in magic - the truly deeply dark kind, if you're asking from early on. I don't know how exactly, she never told me. I just had to go through her things after she died. But it was enough, she had me and I suppose I'd be what you'd call a post-birth addiction. Except there's no methadone for magic.