At the time I thought I'd be able to get help from [...] my friend. Who happens to actually be an angel, but he's been gone for months and months. I feel like he isn't going to come back.
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I don't know. I feel like if I can see them then there should be something more to it. What is the point of seeing them at all if I can't do anything more? If my friend was still around, I could ask him. I'm sure he would know what to do, or maybe he could have taught me something. I wish he didn't disappear.