Re: holly/jamie
Not exactly. I mean, our dad is like, totally obviously still in love w/his dead wife. And because the others def didn't see her as mom, it felt weird.
I kinda told him that. I just don't want them to hate him. Or to feel like I'm in the middle. I don't want to fuck up the stuff I've got going w/my family and especially not to be a fucking asshole to my sisters. My brother's opinion matters to me.
But he got pissed off that I didn't tell him I was in love w/him or something, but mostly I kinda felt like it was like he was telling me that to like, make the other stuff okay.