Dante "Inferno" Zaragoza - Death'll find you... (xolotl) wrote in repose,
Re: Hannah/Dante.
You're right. They do. I've seen the shit written in my chart. Standing your ground only gets you so far with some things is what I've learned. Sometimes it makes things worse. You just gotta know what and when and where and how and that's not fucking easy either.
What about being sad not around them? Like saying you want to take some time off and you go be sad by yourself? Sometimes I've found just telling people that I need to sit in it helps too because people don't expect others to want to sit it in, to go through the pain it holds instead of running away.
I[...............] It's just... Complicated. I'm not always very good at reading how people feel about people, especially when it's aimed at me.
I think there's... IDK categories I guess. I can be plenty happy with my work and happy with my routine and not be happy or I can be sad and something good can happy and then my mood will lift and I'll be happy. So yeah, there's some peace and happiness you gotta have, to not tear yourself apart, but you also can't have what's outside you be all bad all the time too. Happy doesn't work like that.