Re: Mars/Hannah
You sound a lot like Jamie. I remember eight years. I remember you and Jamie and Si and Molly. I understand that I'm not Amy to you, and I want to be your friend. But I can't be Amy one day and Hannah the next, and I can't be and then not be. Family is family, and siblings are siblings, and I don't understand how it's a choice, I guess. I thought we were suppose to love each other no matter what, to want the best no matters what. That's how it was when we were small, before Mom was gone. I don't know how to be anything but that, and I know it's different for you and Jamie.
I think we should just all be okay with me being Hannah, and we can build things from there. It's probably better anyway, I think.