Re: [Amy/Jamie]
I haven't ever seen Dad say anything bad about you, but he also let Mars be sent away. I like to think he really believed what he said, about the school. Maybe he did. I don't know. But I think Dad was different with me and Molly than with you boys.
Okay. No more putting Si in the middle. I can do that.
I don't think anyone maybe being ill is their fault, and I don't think it would've helped to say you should've done things differently in the past. We can't change the past. But that does help, you saying that, because it helps me see what you see when you look at me. I don't think you like me very much, or maybe you just don't think I'm very nice. Maybe I'm not. Si is nicer.
Do you think bogus healthy is healthy? I don't know. And Si had a friend when we were small, and they were best, best friends, and I was jealous of her. So I understand the envy. I do. I was too young for Molly to spend time with, and you and Mars were too little, and Si had Abigail.