Re: holly nw/jack p
i ignore shit. it's easier than convincing myself. yeah, all that matters to me is the paycheck. not why or how you decided to give it to me. making money, because, yeah, it's security. nothing else is security. just income. whatever the romantics of the world think, that's just how it works. ok, look. i know ppl are assholes, and that's on them. but i'm also not so fucking blind that i don't see my effect on the shit around me. you can't find gramps. no one can fucking find gramps. that's just how it goes.