Re: [call: holly & noah.]
But, I probably have the definition wrong. I don't know. He asked if I'd ever gone to therapy. It's some term I don't know. [It does tick him off, more than make him sad, that Billy was turning Holly's head around too. Like, he knew it when it was happening, sort of. But, everything's a morass in his brain rn.] You can do things you don't know you're doing. Maybe he didn't know he was doing that. But, I don't know why he didn't just tell you either. I guess he told me in confidence maybe and I betrayed that? But, he wouldn't believe me. [He sounds sad again. Confused.] I don't know. [He sighs. He knows Holly's probably right, but it really feels—and has been feeling—like he just isn't having his old easy charm with people.] Maybe. [Another sigh and he's moving fast, so it's half an exhale.] I don't even know if I could do it if I tried.