Re: holly nw-hazel h
Because details can be fucking painful? Because it can dig in deep in places that are still healing and infect them?
It was an accident because they tried killing me for a summoning, because I was a liability, because they were afraid of me. So they took a knife and slashed my wrists open like they were bleeding out a fucking pig. My friends. The people I thought finally fucking accepted me and everything that I was. I nearly died, but I didn't want to die. I wanted to live and that's when shit changed, that's when the hunger roared to life and I sucked every one of those murdering bastards dry because I couldn't control it, even when Emily begged me to stop. I was the one punished afterwards, I was the only sent here, I am the one fucking stuck in a house because of what I am.
Yes they can feel it, they can feel the energy drain from them, like I am taking parts of them, draining it away. That's why I have a 'caretaker' who keeps me fed and his energy is disgusting and diseased and awful as him but at least I am not out.