Re: Jamie/Amy
Amy, how did we get from like, talking about how Si is not okay, but there's fuck all we can do for him right now, to trying not to see it's not okay? I haven't forgotten Si's totally fucked right now. I've read about the OD thing. Tolerance, right? He's got insanely high tolerance to that shit, so if he hits the needle again after getting clean and he hits it at the same level, he'll kill himself. And I don't know what makes Si feel like he needs it so badly that he'll go back to it after he kicked it, maybe it's just that good in the moment. I don't know that much.
But I'm not asking to be taken care of, Amy. I don't need it right now, and I can take care of myself. To be honest, I'd like to make shit easier for Si, and for Mars and for you. I don't know how anyone makes shit easier for David.