Re: adrian m/patrick g
For the reasons I mentioned. I was jealous and afraid, feeling very strange about Sue being back. Really all I wanted was for him to tell me I was wrong and for that to be the end. I would have been embarrassed immediately but it wouldn't have been [...] all this. That was expecting him not to be hurt though which is of course absurd.
I'm not sure yet. I haven't been very open. I'm too aware of where I am, and who hired her.
I was very worried he might expect something I'm too much of a mess to give right now, and he didn't. He's just trying to help.