Re: adrian m/patrick g
Not toss you aside. I thought, maybe, a stupid mistake, at the most. I don't think Newt's weak either. He never has been. [...] I don't know. I know all the reasons it didn't make sense. It was a thought and once I thought about telling him I couldn't stop thinking about it. [...] I know it was hard. Nothing would ever happen with Newt. I understand that. In the moment it seemed like a possibility and I was wrong. It would never happen.
I didn't feel like this when I was one person. It's much worse now than it was then. I didn't really think about any of it anymore.
I like Ren. We haven't spent that much time together. The last time I saw him was before all this, when I was still together. He's been very good about all this. He's a good friend. He didn't flinch, he just tried to help.