Re: Theodore/Hugh
Time is beneficial in providing a little perspective. I think it's all right that you don't have all the answers, that your emotions about the whole thing are still changing and evolving, that you aren't 100% certain where you stand. There's generally no one correct way to feel about anything. At least, now that you have the truth, the way you feel can be informed by that, and with the benefit of being a little older, you're more well equipped, thanks to life experience, to understand how and what you're feeling.
I was able to move on, yes, eventually. Jamie helped me a lot. He was a year behind me in school, so I had to wait for him, and that gave me the time I needed to get everything sorted out. By my mother wasn't around - she died when when I was young, and I don't remember very much about her. I know she loved me, and that's enough to know.