It's the same for me. The problem is that it works as a defense mechanism as well. I have strong control over it while I am conscious and in my right mind, but when I am not, as I wasn't last month, it doesn't matter how good my control is. I'm only safe if something like that never happens again. A life-threatening situation could cause a similar effect, but I should be able to control it unless I am unconscious. The risk is any time I am not in control. It's happened more than once, and in this town it can easily happen again.