Re: Holly W/Alex W
sometimes. like when shes a little older and im more settled and i can travel there and back and be able to take care of her once shes here. i'm just getting a handle on taking care of myself yknow?
at the same time i'm scared of what it would be like to go back, or find out something's happened to her since ive been gone, or that she'd be mad and wouldn't want to come. i left her a note but that was like 3 years ago and she was 11 and yknow what its like to be that age, its hard to forgive. for all i know she hates me.