Re: Call: Holly/ Noah
It's probably my fault, because I don't know or something. [Which would be pretty typical of himself. Anyway, he already has an inkling of an insecurity about the jealousy, about it being provoked, but his reaction not being the one Holly wanted. Noah has a strong people-pleasing streak, especially for people who mean a lot to him and especially for people whose emotions he feels adjacent to his own. That said, he does always try to be honest with Holly.] I do feel bad. I wish I hadn't freaked out on you. And I feel bad for making you get up to make coffee, just so you can talk me through whatever. I always feel bad about this stuff. Especially because I know I'm the last person who should, like, ever get a say. I was a dick, obviously, to, like, Erica and stuff. Sleeping with dudes. So, it feels shitty to even get jealous, when nothing's even happening and I've done way worse.