Re: Hannah S/Jamie M
[And: after Si (always after Si)]
So okay. I don't want to force you to do this, like, talk to me back right now if you don't want to. That's up to you. Si suggested maybe I just say what I need to say.
I care. I do. I care about you, and I care about what's happening in your life, whether you're happy or you're not. I spent some time thinking about stuff after we talked, about the memories I have of like, showing you dance stuff from class back when I was still wearing borrowed dance slippers that were pink, instead of black and asking homework questions and Molly doing the stuff when we were sick that maybe Mom did for her, because Dad was really bad at being sick. We are family. I've let it get like, hard work to keep up. And I would like to get a shot at making it better. Because I do love you.
But I guess that kind of needs proving because I haven't made you think that, but the opposite. So I'm saying rn, I guess that I would like the opportunity to prove it, instead of leaving you feeling like you've got to give up on family. That's a shitty position to be in. So when and if you're like, ready, if you want to go to the diner, and talk or go to the park in the Capital and talk or idk, wherever, I would like to do that.
That's it, I guess. I'm going to leave it there and you can think about it, if you want to.