Re: Mental: Holly W/Noah N
[He has to, like, "listen" hard to get the quiet stuff, to hear it past the buzz, and the tumble of words makes more sense, but he gets they're, well, jumbled, right? He breathes deep, wishes for some weed or a pill or something, and rubs at his temple. He literally thinks sentences? So they're like that, but probably cushioned by his feels as he talks: Confusion, anger, hurt, concern, more concern, longing, fear, etc.] She didn't mean to fuck with me, but... I know you're not him, right? I know, but then she insists stuff, and it's like crazy gaslighting, and then she keeps trying to turn me into some, like, self-sacrificing saint, and I'm not that guy, right? I'm not, and it reminds me I'm not, and I don't want to be an ass to you.