Tandy Bowen doesn't have to pick between (cloakndagger) wrote in repose,
Re: holly/tandy
stfu that's not what i meant. you say the stuff people don't say because they think people will think badly of them.
yeah. you don't want to mess with your memory, i guess?
idk. sorta. idk. i can't tell if i want her to be better than my mom so i can see something i don't viscerally hate or if i want her to be identical, or worse so i know i have it better. i don't want to hope she's anything but how she relates to me which is essentially a prediction she's as bad as i think she is. if she was less fucked up it could be about who she is as a person instead of idk how much she loves/d her kid less than the shit she takes.