Re: Billy/Atticus
It's reassuring to know you've been a bad listener since birth. What if I don't want a good start? [Is he asking himself here? Does he mean 'deserve' instead of 'want'? He climbs down from the loft of his trailer and grabs the bottle he left on the floor beside the futon couch instead of thinking too hard about either of those.] Why does there need to be a real date? You are obsessed with meals. Like that makes it meaningful somehow? I don't want meaningful, I wouldn't know what the hell to do with meaningful. You think trying to make a triad work is stupid? I think trying to find a decent person to try and trick them into curing my loneliness for me when I'm such a fucking mess is stupid.
You think that someone you were non-officially dating (your words) would know you best after admitting you didn't want commitment? People are allowed to hate someone's guts after a breakup, it's sort of super common. It doesn't mean that person necessarily deserves it.