Hannah S/Jeremiah M
Do. It's not as if my days are typically filled with places I must be at particular times. I think that may be part of my problem honestly.
What's scary about it? Or is it just that it's unknown?
No. I'm not. Most of the time I'm pretty certain that if someone who knew me two years ago were to show up, they wouldn't recognize me. I used to be outgoing, and at clubs nearly every night. I used to make coffees, and join people at bars. I used to go out to theatre and dance and concerts and flirt with everyone, always. I'm not certain that last one was ideal, but I rarely do any of those things now. Maybe we change? Maybe that's normal? I don't know.