Re: anon/holly
It's probably too whiny to say that doesn't seem likely. I don't think I'm going to find someone who is willing to deal with all my issues on a daily basis. I can't even get through a conversation with new people, recently. People keep telling me to be myself, but that hadn't been working exceptionally well. And being depressed at strangers, which is what I'm actually feeling, that doesn't create a strong impetus to ever talk to me again. I used to feel confident going into almost any situation, and now I don't. I've gotten it wrong so many times. I don't feel like I know what's right anymore. Or what's me.