Re: Patrick G/Adrian M
I don't really think he hates me. I still believe what he told me before when he said he was scared of me. Maybe he's not afraid of me anymore, but he's cautious around me, and the last few times we've talked it's gone so insanely bad that I would be stupid to reach out again. I fucked up, and he didn't always do the right thing either.
I do miss him. I really miss something that hasn't existed for years, though, you know? It's not real.