Maybe... I confess I haven't gotten better at not being hard on myself.
[Dietre / Misha]
Don't mind me too much, Misha. In the past I've never really been affected by those Christmas blues people talk about, but this year... I remember last Christmas Nilus kissed me under the mistletoe at Damian's party. [...] I feel as though I've slipped back some, like I have less now than I did last year when I should have more.