[...] Look I'm not always good at dealing with unexpected being thrown at me. I think I'd like to think I am, but I'm not really, and you threw me some unexpected there. [...] But I think I attract complicated, and honestly - there's a lot of shit I've not really told anyone so I'm not exactly all transparent and straight forward and uncomplicated either. I know it'll probably be different now than it was, cause well, I'm different anyway, but I do like you. Just let me try to be a better friend this year, please? I'll even buy that beer.