Re: adrian m/santa f clause
No, probably not. I'm starting to think I'll never get my shit together if I don't figure it out. But I also don't have anybody in my life I'll feel comfortable leaning on anymore if it makes me completely lose it, so there's that too.
Adding caveats, like that I could forget it again immediately if I decide I want to, or after a limited time. Or wishing for an artifact that would let me see any moment in my past. A magic mirror sort of deal. That would put it at a little bit of a distance, instead of taking it in all at once.