Re: Patrick G/Adrian M
I know. I get that. Like I said. Done trying to eggshell my way around it.
Of course I did. He said he wasn't interested, so I stopped. I made a few stupid jokes after that and he said they crossed the line, so I won't talk to him again unless he hits me up first. Like you said before - be genuine, right? I don't like feeling like I'm making people uncomfortable, especially after what happened with Newt. Noah says I'm pushy, I'm not hitting him up again, end of story.
I'm really fucking tired of being the fucking bad guy. It would be nice to have a conversation with somebody and not come out of it feeling like they think I'm stalking them. I don't know what it is about me, but I guess I come across aggressive. Maybe I'm better off only talking to family so I don't get accused of stalking. I don't fucking know.