Re: Ren S./Louis D.
The being that you had the surprise of being introduced to is strongly connected to feelings of intense wants, needs, and desires. As you might expect, that place was full of people with extreme fantasies, looking forward to acting them out. The brothel was a much more intense environment than I am used to being in. It was concentrated desire, in some cases long repressed. I was overwhelmed. I should have been more careful, but in honesty, it feeds on those emotions, and my connection to it makes them heady for me as well. I was a little drunk on it all and it impaired my decision-making.