Re: Patrick G/Adrian M
[...] It's complicated. Part of me was afraid and part of me was pissed that there was even a reason to be afraid. Mostly I think there were other things I was more worried about as a teenager than whether I liked boys. Like why I was barely scraping by in all ny classes, and trying not to get beat up. And then when Sue was around, I was able to be unafraid. Or pretend I wasn't afraid long enough to convince guys to make out with me.