Weeks later - Mid 2017
"I can't help what they'll do but I can help what I can." she says in reply. It's this or nothing. If she doesn't make it then she'll go. They can let her go at the gate. "It would be harder on me he other way." and she doesn't continue. Why she don't want anyone in her bed is none of his fucking business.
"I get you're trying to help and all, tryin' to find out if you want me on the team but I hope you will. I hope you don't want me throwin' in the towel just yet." she doesn't ask, but she wonder what shit he'll make her dredge through. Will he be harder on her too? Or will he treat her fair and square. She doesn't want him to take it easy on her but she wouldn't mind having him wanting her to be on his crew.