From: 5K181232 To: mayz Sent: 10/3, 6:45AM Type: Private message
Hey. So last night I had this crazy dream that a year ago there was a freaking carnival in the middle of the Greenbelt and even though everything was batshit crazy in the city we were at the carnival and it felt like it was the craziest thing ever, actually feeling like things weren't so bad even after two years of Zombieland, you know? And there were rides somehow, and booths, and carnival food and a ferris wheel manned by some Hellhound with a really long beard. I got a jar of moonshine and met a bunch of people and played some games and then I decided to go on the ferris wheel with my best friend so she could have some moonshine too. And so we were on this ferris wheel, right? And we were drinking and it was like, the perfect night, and I looked over at my best friend and realized that the reason why I was so happy that night was because she got to come to the party and spend it with me, because the last couple of months had been really shitty for my best friend, and she was looking back at me like she was just as glad I was there, too. I didn't think I'd ever noticed her eyes were that green before either but they were and I kept looking and then I kissed her and she kissed me back and I couldn't tell if it was the moonshine or the kissing but IDK I guess it maybe felt like I was flying? Anyway, so then I woke up and it kind of sucked being here in this tiny little room but then I remembered that wasn't a dream, that actually happened a year ago and even though I was totally stupid afterwards I remembered how happy you make me and how much I love you and how glad I am that I have you and I can't wait to see you in three days :)