Nina Clarke: ᴍᴀʏᴏʀ, ᴀᴜsᴛɪɴ ᴛx & sʜʏ ʙʟᴏʙ (commonlaw) wrote in remains_freenet, @ 2016-05-18 22:02:00 |
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Entry tags: | # 2019 [04] april, # type: text, kitty gilmore, nina clarke |
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Who: Nina Clarke and Kitty Gilmore
When: 4/8/19, 12:15PM
Type: Texts
Nina: > Good morning. > Er, afternoon, actually, I suppose it's a quarter past by now. Kitty: > I just glanced a clock and you are in fact right, it's nearly a quarter past. > So, good afternoon in that case. > How are you feeling after last night? Nina: > I'm remembering why I don't make a habit of drinking like that. > For the record, I'm not sure I ever drank like that. > Among other things. > How are you feeling? Kitty: > I am in fact in the same boat as you in that I'm remembering why I avoid drinking like that. > Often I usually end up doing something I shouldn't have. > Like kissing you. > I apologize for that by the way. Nina: > Oh, it's all right. Kitty: > I suppose that answers my question of if you remembered that happening or not. > And no, it’s not. > I crossed a line or read signals wrong, either way. I shouldn’t have just kissed you like that. Nina: > No, you didn't. I mean, I wasn't disgusted by it. > I'm sorry. That's a terrible way to phrase that. > I'm not very good at this kind of thing, though I'm supposing that's made itself quite clear by now. > I wasn't expecting to be kissed last night, but I liked it when it happened. Kitty: > Oh. > Don’t be sorry, it’s not as if I’m doing much better here. > Forgive me for needing to ask for clarification, but what I'm gathering is that it was a surprise, but not necessarily unwanted? Nina: > Correct. > To be clearer: I hadn't realized that I wanted it until it was happening. Kitty: > I’m relieved that I didn’t read the situation entirely wrong. > Is it something you would want to have happen again? > I mean this time without the added aspect of surprise. Nina: > I think so. > But I don't know if it's such a good idea right now. Not because of you. Really. > The woman I was looking for in January was technically my ex-girlfriend. But at the time, she was my… well, we were something, even if it wasn't defined. > She died during the break-out. I'm still trying to get my head on straight. > But I really do like you and I don't want to say 'never.' I just want to be fair about it with you. Kitty: > Oh my god, Nina. I’m sorry. > If I had known I don’t think I would have done what I did. > I appreciate you being up front and honest with me. You’re not ready for something and I would hate for you to feel as if you needed to jump into something simply because I showed interest. > When you’re ready, I’ll be here. > I would still like to continue our friendship, unless you think that would be too weird now that we’ve realized there’s the possibility of there being more here… Nina: > There wasn't anything wrong about what you did or what happened. > While I don't think you need to apologize, I do appreciate that you would want to. > Thank you for being so understanding about it. It means a lot. > And yes, I would want to continue our friendship still. Kitty: > I can’t say I’m apologizing because I felt it was wrong, because I don’t think the act itself was. > It’s more so how insensitive it was since you’re grieving a loss. > You're welcome. I would hope if roles were reversed you would be just as understanding. > Good, because I have to admit I would be a bit disappointed if this was the end of our friendship. Nina: > You didn't know, so I still don't think it's necessary, but I still appreciate it all the same. > Me, too. Kitty: > If you say so, I really can’t argue with that. Still, know that I am sorry for your loss, Nina. > > That makes two of us. |