Sara Johnson ♚ Robert Fischer (pinwheeled) wrote in reincarnatecomm, @ 2010-12-23 22:41:00 |
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Entry tags: | dominick alexander, natalie west ("sara johnson") |
To: Dominick Alexander
From: Anonymous (There's no return address, it was hand delivered by a friend with only Dominick's name on the front)
The first letter:
Dominick,
I've had this letter written for awhile. Ever since my sister turned up in a hospital in Sweden with no memory and no idea how she got there, I've been preparing for the worst. I've also been lying to her. I know how she got there, she got there because of me and the people that I suspect put her there aren't the nicest. There's been a sinking feeling in my gut that my time is almost up.
If you're reading this letter, that means it already is up and I'm dead. I've kept a lot of secrets in my life, and I've lied more times then I can count. I kept things from everyone. Even you, even Leo. Especially my sister. She was always the most important thing in my life and I was always letting her down. I suppose I still am, but that can't be helped now. Would you do me one last favor and give her the other letter enclosed in this envelope for me? And please. Don't let her get mixed up with Leo. I really don't want her repeating my mistakes, she was always so much better then that. Better than me.
Take care of yourself, you hear? Oh, and if you read the other letter I'll find a way to come back just to kill you myself.
See you on the other side, Dominick.
- Sara
The second letter:
Hi Caroline,
It's me, Natalie. Listen. I know I'm a mess. A huge, fucked up mess and you always deserved a better sister. I want you to know if I could take it all back, I would. Because if I could take all of it back, you would never have gotten shot that day. It was because of me that you did. You'll never know how sorry I am for all the things I've put you through. I hope someday you really will be able to forgive me...
If you're reading this, I can only assume I'm dead. Not entirely unexpected on my part, obviously, since I didn't write this from the grave, but...
The rest of the paragraph is Sara's account of her dealings with Camelot, CORE and Leo Paulson. Her kidnapping, her torture. All the events that happened before and after Caroline had left the country, right up to when Caroline had been shot and a vague explanation of what Sara had been doing after. She also includes a couple names belonging to the people that had tortured her. One of the names being the man that, unknown to Sara when she wrote this, had just killed her. She ends it with her suspicions of her involvement in Caroline's attempted murder, that they'd gone after Caroline because of her, and that if she was looking to get real answers for what happened to her and why, she should start with those names she just listed.
I'm so sorry. For everything I've done. You are the only person who has ever meant everything to me and the only person I never wanted to hurt. You're my sister. I would die for you, and I was prepared to do that in order to get your memories back. At least this way you'll actually remember me when I'm gone. I'd rather you know all the bad stuff too then be oblivious to who your sister really was. I love you, Caroline. Be safe, and be happy.
Always,
Natalie