Thank you! That is exactly what I meant and I think exactly what I needed to hear. It's something I will meditate on. I think one of the reasons I get hung up on "doing it all myself" is that I have trouble taking care of myself physically. So maybe I feel like I have to prove myself. Hmm, there's a lot for me to think about there!
I do have this feeling that I have to "earn" my healing. I'm not sure where that comes from but I'll be working on that now. I need to be more humble and let myself be helped. Thanks again. :)