"All right, that's good." Xigbar thought for a moment more, before he started slowly, picking his words carefully. "The Organization is made up of nobodies; only nobodies. If you got a heart, you can't really join. As if anybody would want to. Normal people don't need to join, after all. I was allowed to keep you around cause we thought that you could help us." Xigbar reached in to touch Kaito's chest for a moment. "That this could help us. We thought maybe the way your heart was made could help us get ours back. S'why I asked you so much stuff and I took you places. Well, that and is was an awesome excuse to relax for a little while. You still with me so far?"