I need to vent
I really loosing my patience with everyone around me: my mother, grandmother, aunt, mother-in-law, etc.... and as for the kids I can just send them to their rooms when they get on my nerves. I'm getting so sick and damn well tired with all the whining, bitching and fucking moaning, not to mention all the flase promises. I don't know what is now nerve wrecking? The constant whining coming from the ol' woman and her insensive: "Is your mother there, Dear? I want to do this for me." or her "well get to call me in the hospital when she gets back." (no fucking way; I thought you were on the frigging moon when you called Nan? - she's been in since Dec 23/04) And Mum's response: "Oh what the fuck now does she want me to do?" (like I'm the one who'd know what the woman wanted). I mean Jesus H. Christ, it always has to be something with these two.
I mean frig, I don't mind helping out but when is it gonna be my turn to get some help? Bad enough Mum still demands that I "be right home" after an appointment (which btw bugs the fuck right out of me), but since the old woman been in the hop I'm not even allowed to go pay my frigging bills because "she" wants something done and it's gonna get worse since she comes home on Thursday afternoon.
As for my mother-in-law *pfft* the woman doesn't think. I mean, I want to go get my driver's license but she's making the appointment for the written test. I'm like whoa! wait a minute I just can't go and write this test; for one I have 2 children who are in school from 9am - 12pm again 1pm - 2:30pm and 3pm (the youngest daughter gets out of classes at 2:30pm), not to mention I have a 21.5 month old whom I can't just throw into a bus, let alone a car. Her reply is yes you can, just get your mother to look after them while you're gone.
Easier said then done.
Not to mention whenever I need her here, she gives some lame excuse that she doesn't have bridge fare - yet she can find money for her daily comsumption of Diet Pepsi and/or money to go to the casino - that's if I can get a hold of her. Most of the time she has her phone disconnected (her excuse here are telelmarketerers keep calling). So getting hold of her in an emergency is somewhat next to nill.
I could complain about the ol' man or even Dad, but they are only minor complaints that can be easily rememdied.
I'm quite capable of taking care of things that need to be done, but why when I need to do things alone outside of the house why must I be treated like a damn prisioner. Unfortunately, the kids have been on and off sick for the last month or so, not to mention the weather has been really crappy and I don't want to drag them all over the city just to pay my bills. A majority of them are not on internet banking, and the ones that are take too frigging long at reach the appointed bills.