I'm sorry you have to see this bitching and ranting in this entry. Turn back now and save your happy mood.
You know, I'm FUCKING TIRED, I mean FUCKING TIRED, of being everyone's SECOND FUCKING BEST. "I have a friend, oh wait, I'm having a fight with her! let's turn to Kelly and then ditch her as soon as I make up with my REAL frend!!!!!!!!!!" I'm sorry for language, I don't usually swear a lot, but I'm just so SICK of everything. I can't even carry on a decent conversation with my aquaintances without getting close to tears and almost pouring out my emotions. MAYBE it's because my "FRIENDS" haven't bothered to call or even speak to me since this break started. To make things worse, they had a New Years Party without me. And it's not like they tried to hide it, because they made it obvious that they had some great fun. They had fun while I sat on my ass and wondered what it'd be like to actually have a memorable New Year's without it having to do with someone breaking a foot.