It was so hard watching him, she wanted to know what he was thinking, she wanted to know how he was feeling. The amount of questions and wondering of where they were and what they were doing was driving her completely insane. She knew better than to ask the millions of questions in her head. The one that mattered was what he wanted. That was the question that was going to answer enough. Of course that wasn't totally true, but that was the one she needed answer for.
She watched him so carefully, every single spot in his eyes. She smiled softly when she felt him reach up and actually touch her. She'd been worried about his hands just sitting their on his lap without a second thought of reaching up. She leaned into his kiss as she moved very slowly so her legs could rest easily over his lap, his hands weren't going to go back to hiding in his lap. That was one thing Lavender was positive of.